LOML makes me cry with his kindness and thoughtfulness. And of course with his words. “You are beautiful all the time, but when we are laughing together, I swear my world stops.” This is what he texted me today. No one has ever called me beautiful before. He did the first time around. And he … More Quote
It’s been two years since LOML and I reconnected. TWO years. It is hard for me to fathom that time has flown by and I have been supported by this wonderful, caring and supporting man. My heart is happy and he makes me laugh. However, on the flip side, it means that my divorce continues … More Two Years
So I was looking through my email, trying to clean it out. And I found a quote from LOML. Well you don’t have to worry, I’m not in love with how beautiful you are, I’m in love with how beautiful you make my whole world everyday. It’s these little things that melt my heart. And … More Little Things – again
I feel love. A little project for me from Ducky.
So last week the kids had the week off of school. And it a scheduled week for them to be with STBX. I was so dreading it. It is so hard for me to be without them. Two things saved me from depression last week. I am very serious when I say depression. I struggle enough … More Getting through the hard times
So the guilt continues. As do the tears. From. Me. My kids lives were changed so dramatically. How do I get over the fact that the kids don’t have their own rooms anymore? That they don’t have a yard to play in? That they have to switch houses twice a week? And the days Ducky … More Never ending guilt
So last week, LOML told me that when he was breaking up with a long time girlfriend, many years ago, she screamed at him, “one day I hope you will find true love.” He said he never knew what she meant. Then he told me he had. With. Me. He had never known true … More Love