I feel love. A little project for me from Ducky.
I read a blog post today, on a non-profit’s website, with this title. Although it had to do with women and the trying to be everything to everyone and have a career, it made me stop and think. What is ambition to me? And how do I define success? I think I have no ambition … More Ambition and Success
So last week the kids had the week off of school. And it a scheduled week for them to be with STBX. I was so dreading it. It is so hard for me to be without them. Two things saved me from depression last week. I am very serious when I say depression. I struggle enough … More Getting through the hard times
So the guilt continues. As do the tears. From. Me. My kids lives were changed so dramatically. How do I get over the fact that the kids don’t have their own rooms anymore? That they don’t have a yard to play in? That they have to switch houses twice a week? And the days Ducky … More Never ending guilt
So last week, LOML told me that when he was breaking up with a long time girlfriend, many years ago, she screamed at him, “one day I hope you will find true love.” He said he never knew what she meant. Then he told me he had. With. Me. He had never known true … More Love
In some ways I admire the people (women) who walk out of a relationship/marriage with nothing in their hands. Yes, they get to start anew; start fresh; be freed of what bound them before. Yet, they still need to “re-acurure” stuff. I mean, let’s face it. So many of those “kitchen gadgets” get used everyday … More Is it just “stuff?”